mary beth. eighteen. senior. habitual napper. member of the unemployment society. so in love with my boyfriend that it hurts.
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a friend told me once that i wouldn’t be able to let go of certain things unless i completely stepped back from the situation and looked at it differently and when i argued that that was completely impossible, she told me it would eventually happen. when i lost pretty much everything i fought to hang onto to my boyfriend came into my life and COMPLETELY changed me. all of the sudden everything got better. my friendships, my grades, my outlook on life, everything. people probably think that you shouldn’t let a person define you. no you shouldn’t but i would be in such a bad place if it weren’t for him. i would be fucking guys that didn’t care what color my eyes were, i would be getting high just to remember why i loved kyle in the first place, and i would lose everyone because i would walk around in a gray cloud. he changed me and made me realize that life does get better. it is beautiful. it does get realllly hard but you work through it. i still went through my “ugh i’m not single i need to be alone and cry all the time” stage because i was that way for years. but he makes me so happy and he couldn’t be more perfect for me. he came into my life at such a great time. he holds me up and reminds me of the things i used to love about myself. he inspires me and encourages me. i love him so much and i would be lost without him. moral of the story. i finally stepped back and realized that things do get better and things do have to end so new great things can happen. i realized why kyle couldn’t love me and that he was going down a path i couldn’t and would not go down. jake fucked me up because he’s fucked up and maybe wanted to like me but we were both so damn fucked up that we couldn’t fix or help each other. because of these realizations, i live better. i love waking up every morning and knowing i have so much ahead of me and God has an amazing plan for me. :)
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Jaime Gil de Bieda (via theseasonofthewitch)
damn it this could have been my senior quote
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“What really knocks me out is a book that, when you’re all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him up on the phone whenever you felt like it. That doesn’t happen much, though.” ― J.D. Salinger.
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